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late night thoughts.

thaoie — Tue, 25 Oct 2011 04:18:46 +0000

I fear that tearing down these walls will only make me become vulnerable and oblivious. I feel much safer behind them.

too early for tears.

thaoie — Mon, 24 Oct 2011 16:39:19 +0000

“wherever you go, i’m coming with you.”

reminder to self

thaoie — Mon, 24 Oct 2011 03:49:02 +0000

be joyful always.

annoyed.

thaoie — Mon, 24 Oct 2011 00:32:12 +0000

I hate allowing myself to think.

tempted.

thaoie — Sun, 23 Oct 2011 17:13:52 +0000

tempted to lash out in anger and long suppressed resentment. instead I sit here in silence and do absolutely nothing.

#FROG

thaoie — Sun, 23 Oct 2011 05:05:02 +0000

I rely on Him because honestly, what else can I possibly do?

where’s my missing puzzle piece?

thaoie — Sun, 23 Oct 2011 05:03:35 +0000

a lot of things just haven’t felt right lately. a part of me has grown to be really happy and optimistic. another part of me feels like there’s something wrong. conflicted as usual.

but I’m content.
I really am.

God has been really good to me. and that might be the reason why I’m feeling like something’s not right. it has only been a one way street for us. I need to start doing my part and putting more effort into really living it out. He’s been faithful and unconditionally loving. I think I should muster up some courage and confidence to do the same.

oh life….

get it together.

thaoie — Sat, 22 Oct 2011 15:06:04 +0000

need more sleep.
go away headache.

not far off

thaoie — Fri, 21 Oct 2011 18:44:37 +0000

so close to losing my sanity. so close to losing my motivation. must stay calm. must keep trusting. must not dwell.

ODB reminder to self

thaoie — Fri, 21 Oct 2011 04:48:07 +0000

I don’t need to fight for strength to hold on. I’m already held up by His hands. He’s able to lift me up and help me stand. I need to stop trying to be strong on my own. Cause the truth is, I’m not on my own.